January 28, 2015

So Far, It's Alright

So Far, It's Alright
Long lines and even longer hours; deafening screams of every girl; blinding, flashing camera lights; I blend into the crowd, up close, I saw them. Then there was quiet. There was a second of calm inside my untamed brain. And I shout with all my regained energy. I saw them. In the flesh. With my own two eyes. It was surreal.



THE MEET & GREET

In my seemingly directionless life at the moment — I am not exaggerating nor am I trying to sell anything out of this — I have found a kind of comforting, shining light in the music of The 1975. They have given me more than a calming melody, an opiating language, and a soul-soothing music. They have kept me company. They have kept me going. Hence, it was never a question of whether I was going to see them (when they come back to Manila) or not, but rather how can I see them. As expected, due to my unfortunate situation which I'd rather not discuss, my dream to see them then was no way near possible. Many times I wished they were in the same island so I could have even the hopes of seeing them perform in local underground bars or running into them in the street. So perhaps, just a tad of understanding, you could imagine my inexplicable joy when it all turned into reality. Eyes wide shut, all ears open, my mind's silent screams and soul's flying-like feeling, there they were. And again. They were there.

THE CONCERT

You can say that every concert is special in their own ways. And they are. Because what the hell, listening to your favorite songs is one thing. Actually hearing them being performed live is another. Every time, the experience is different. But there is always that certain kind of feeling that you only feel during that particular moment.




Music can truly heal you or even save you. And in life full of disappointments, these are one of the rare moments you really live for. God, how I sang my heart out when they continuously played my favorite songs. I did not want it to end. Because despite the rough past couple of months, they still made it unbelievably better.

(c)

PS: apologies for the crappy iPhone quality; they looked seriously better (and closer) in real life.

January 13, 2015

IN PHOTOS: Of Skies, Mountains, and Seas

IN PHOTOS: Of Skies, Mountains, and Seas












photos: iPhone (c)

January 9, 2015

Amazing Amy: Girl Gone Mad

Amazing Amy: Girl Gone Mad
Gone Girl is such a fun, thrilling read. Gillian Flynn writes a brilliant version of a woman gone mad for love, and offers sweet, cold revenge. *SPOILER ALERT* A perfectly planned, thought-through fake-death to punish your cheating, lying husband. To think that the husband is not even your ordinary asshole who deserves such. But he got served. Oh, he definitely did.



Gone Girl (2012)
by Gillian Flynn

Gone Girl tells the whirlwind marriage of Nick and Amy Dunne. Girl and boy fall in love; get married; marriage turns sour; boy cheats; girl finds out; girl plots to frame boy for her murder. Classic tale of a failed marriage--not.

I have never been this excited to flip the pages of a book for quite some time. After feeding myself a bunch of the notable young adult fiction novels of today, Gone Girl is like a breath of mint, fresh air in my adorably romance-fed, young brain. This is exactly why I try hard to read out of my comfort zone genres. Though before Gone Girl, I have actually read Chuck Palahniuk for the first time. Tell-All was different, and equally tasteful. What they have in common: beautifully written vicious characters, never-ending mind blowing plots (to plainly play one's innocent mind and/or simply to kill), and the unexpected ending.

Tell-All was not an easy read, though. Palahniuk wrote the book like it was a script for a stage play, spoon-feeding the readers of every little detail in a scene or every frame of a film. It was his only novel I read (so far), thus, I have nothing to compare it with except to his book adapted into screenplay Fight Club (not exactly a fair comparison, nor a comparison for that matter). Both conclusions were intriguing, and definitely surprising.

Going back to Gone Girl, I loved its ending as well. Reading through the first few chapters of Diary Amy, I cannot help but think how this lovely book captured the classic romance of a "boy meets girl" fantasy in pages; while slowly unraveling the hard truth about their romanticized marriage. Yes, in reality, everyone (or most) is probably guilty of covering up their dark and ugly side in the beginning of a relationship. However, in Gone Girl, the part where you begin to show your partner some of your worse self, took quite a bit of an extreme turn.

Flynn made the most out of every flaw of Nick and Amy. She perfectly encapsulated the brain of a stereotypical woman who will go pyscho on you if you mess with her. Amy was not only scary. She was a dangerous woman on a grand scale. While Nick was your typical cheating husband. Though, he was not the stupefying kind; he was still just a man.

Exploited with these harsh faults you do not ever wish for a person to have, you do not entirely loathe them, still. Because Flynn gives them the chance to show weaknesses, and to acknowledge mistakes. To show and be good, and at the same time, let out their inner demons. Nick is a nice guy who loves his mother and sister dearly. Amy is your dream girl with the brains and the looks. Somehow, they are of equal, complementing each other. Both remain vulnerable from each others' capabilities and shortcomings. Yet, as Flynn reveals more, you also grow fonder of these two. And you start to question your sense of morality on self-righteousness and justice. Like how the media, the police, and the public (in the book) are continuously misled by the big circus created by the The Disappearance of the Amazing Amy Story. You ask who and why you root for them.

There's a difference between really loving someone and loving the idea of her.

Some may disagree (saying it's too feminist for their taste, the fuck do they even mean), but this book is pure genius. The story has the right amount of suspense and thrill. And the ending is the most satisfying (Flynn serves the conclusion to the story like a cold soup you cannot reheat). But what I truly adore about this book is how Flynn crushed the (ridiculously annoying) manic pixie dream girl premise. Amy is your "cool girl". Until, she isn't. Because no one really is (unfortunately, she crossed the border too much; turns out she's a bonafide lunatic).

(c)